my life is spinning out ov cntroll...those i once called friends...are drifting away...and all i seem to be left with...is a few pieces of wood...a cutter...germen glu...a few nails....and a hammer...everything is falling aprt...and i hv no idea where to go....or what to do...everyone says i m changing...and not for the good...but somehw...i dont controll da change...somehow i dont controll my life anymore...i will...but i need some time...and that is xactly what i seem to be running short of...
everyone i love...everyone i care for...is so slowly moving away...i feel like i will be left alone....no one will be there...i am the one making people go away...and most of the people i trust...seem to slap me in the face...
i dont fear death...not at all...what i fear....is life spent alone...no one who cares...no one who loves...a life spent giving...but in wain...a life spent doing...but all dat spoiled....by a few stupid actions...